Hmmm.....

I've discovered that I'm not a very dedicated person.  Except to my immediate comfort.  That doesn't work out in the long run.  Obviously I am not too dedicated to dieting or working out as my lovely readers can probably tell by the Bubbest Loser graphs every week.  I wonder what is wrong with me.... I was doing uber good (a mon avis, french, I couldn't resist, oh, that means in my opinion) for 3 weeks, I dropped 8 lbs and felt really good and looked better than I had for a couple of months and then I just stopped and I don't know what happened....  What makes me really sick is that if I had kept it up I could be at my goal weight right now!  I am glad that I didn't gain but maintained but that's not good enough now.   So.....   Get ready....  Get set.....  Go!

I have 5 more weeks and if I lose 5 lbs each week then I will get to about 175 and then I'll only have to pay 5 dolla instead of 30, which would be nice.   My plan:  1200-1500 calories a day 1 hour of exercise which should be reasonable since I still don't have a job.  Ugh....

It'll work, it has to.  I need to get something right in my life.