Euphoria
Today has been so good! It was the last day of class!! One week from tomorrow I will be done with BYU forever more! AHHHH!!!! Joy!!! Excitement! Happiness!!! Hurrah!!!!
But it's not just today that I've been happy, it's been the last few weeks and it's showing. Tonight at work, my coworker, Moy, mentioned that I seem happier than usual. But of course he did it in typical awkward Moy method.
Moy: (concerned look) Tess are you ok?
Tess: (stops rocking on feet, startled) Yes... do I look not ok? (share puzzled look with Tasha)
Moy: No, you just have a lot of energy tonight. That's all.
Tess:... ok....
Weird.
After work, I asked Tasha if I'm really that different and she affirmed that I was and that others on the crew were noticing too.
It's nice to be happy again.
Why am I so happy? I think it's because I finally have goals that are all about what I want and not what I think I want because others expect me to want "fill in the blank". But now I'm doing what I WANT! I'm going to lose a ton of weight, I'm going to get a whole new wardrobe, I'm going to sew, I'm going to be a dental assistant, I'm going to San Francisco, I'm going to have a dual citizenship with France, I'm going to Italy!!!!
I'm happy.
Here are some things that have been adding to my joy:
And my Mommy came this weekend with my three youngest sisters!! I was so excited to see them! 10 days!
But it's not just today that I've been happy, it's been the last few weeks and it's showing. Tonight at work, my coworker, Moy, mentioned that I seem happier than usual. But of course he did it in typical awkward Moy method.
Moy: (concerned look) Tess are you ok?
Tess: (stops rocking on feet, startled) Yes... do I look not ok? (share puzzled look with Tasha)
Moy: No, you just have a lot of energy tonight. That's all.
Tess:... ok....
Weird.
After work, I asked Tasha if I'm really that different and she affirmed that I was and that others on the crew were noticing too.
It's nice to be happy again.
Why am I so happy? I think it's because I finally have goals that are all about what I want and not what I think I want because others expect me to want "fill in the blank". But now I'm doing what I WANT! I'm going to lose a ton of weight, I'm going to get a whole new wardrobe, I'm going to sew, I'm going to be a dental assistant, I'm going to San Francisco, I'm going to have a dual citizenship with France, I'm going to Italy!!!!
I'm happy.
Here are some things that have been adding to my joy:
I got this pattern for my birthday to make after I lost weight
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| I found this today and got it!! I AM SO EXCITED TO MAKE IT! |
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| I ordered it yesterday!! Hopefully it's there when I get home! |
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| Saw this movie last weekend, so funny! And I am obsessed with the soundtrack! |
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| And of course, these boys always make me happy :) |
And my Mommy came this weekend with my three youngest sisters!! I was so excited to see them! 10 days!
I've noticed that you're happier Tess!!! And it makes me happy!!!(even though you are a little crazy:))
ReplyDeleteyes, Tess. Total difference in you. You have that light again!
ReplyDeleteBTW- this might scare you, but I have the entire Xanadu soundtrack memorized.
Hahaha, that makes me so happy that you know the soundtrack!
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